BETHOLOGY

***********FOODOLOGY***************
What is your salad dressing of choice?
Thousand island

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
Kobes XD

What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of?
my dads Fajitas! xD

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
mushroom, olive, extra cheese, onions, pinneapples, bacon, annndddddaaaa chicken xD  

What do you like to put on your toast?
i don't lik toast

Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla

***********TECHNOLOGY***************
How many televisions are in your house?
four

What color cell phone do you have?
pink xD

Do you have a laptop?
D: my dad does

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
Lefty!

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
hmm... well i had a piece of bone removed from my eye >8D

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
o.o i don't remember xD

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
yes X_x just recently

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************
If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
noo..

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Gwyn. i really like that name. or.. Selena.

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
haha yes xD 

************DUMBOLOGY******************
How many pairs of flip-flops do you own?
.____. umm. two i think

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
o.O i don't think i have

Last person you talked to on the phone?
my mom

Last person you hugged?
Cory

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************
Season?
Spring!

Holiday?
hm.. i lik... christmas

Day of the week?
Friday.

Month?
July .

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************
Missing someone?
oh yes

Mood?
lazy  

What are you listening to?
Journey through the decade by Gackt 

Watching?
nuffin .

Worrying about?
lots of things

***************RANDOMOLOGY****************
First place you went this morning?
o.O History class

Do you smile often?
yesh i do ;3

Sleeping alone tonight?
yep

Do you always answer your phone?
heh depends

It’s four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
mm.. someone who wants to die >8D

Do you own a digital camera?
hm. i have one on mp3 does that count? 

Have you ever had a pet fish?
haha yeaa

Favorite Christmas song(s)?
i hate christmas songs T_T

What's on your wish list for your birthday?
o.O im not quite sure i have 6 more months

Can you do push ups?
yes i can!

Can you do a chin up?
absolutly not lol

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
both.  

Do you have any saved texts?
yes

Ever been in a car wreck?
yes

Do you have an accent?
to some people maybe. i have a bit of a "st louis" accent i gues from me living there so long.

What is the last song to make you cry?
._. hold on by Good Charlotte

Plans tonight?
eh, nothing really

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yes..

Name 3 things you bought yesterday?
i didn't

Have you ever been given roses?
yep :D

Met someone who changed your life?
yes.. :D

How did you bring in the New Year?
party party party

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
hmm. no

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
no

Do you have any tattoos/piercings?
two piecrings in each ear

Does anyone love you?
yes :).

What songs do you sing in the shower?
i don't xD

Ever had someone sing to you?
hmm.. kinda

Do you like to cuddle?
yes :D

Have you held hands with anyone today?
no

Who was the last person you took a picture of?
hmmmmmmmm
Ali lol

What kind of music did you listen to in elementary school?
haha, um. Nsync, random country, annnddddd Barney songs lmao xD

Do you believe in staying close with your ex's?
well some of them

Are most of the friends in your life new or old?
mostly new

Do you like pulpy orange juice?
hmm its ok

What is something your friends make fun of you for?
.___. heh, im a dube blonde xD

Have you ever ridden an elephant?
noooo

Do you like to play Scrabble?
used to xD .

What are you saving your money up for right now?
a new cell .

When is the last time you ate peanut butter and jelly?
god i don't remember.. i want some now.. i think ill go get some xD
 

THE VAMPIRE ASSASIN
BOOK1: THE LIGHT THAT BLINDS
Vaith is what they call me, though I'm not quite sure if that’s my original name...but I'll let them believe whatever it is they wish to believe. Maybe I just don't want to recollect the painful memories of my past. Even if I have the strength of heart to do so, I would owe them no examination. That's all these humans need to know about me: a name and a number.
The trigger under my finger is waiting to release the bullet at my signal. I can see him through the sniper’s glass. The man looked rather young. I knew better than that though. He had dusty brown hair and a tall figure covered up by slacks and a long trench coat. And at my will, this man will die. I hate myself simply because I hold the power of a living things life in my hands. But I feel no remorse for a monster like him. What sickens me the most is that I’m no different, a monster is all I'll ever be.
Suddenly, the tall looming clock tower next to me chimes midnight. It's time. Without hesitation, my finger presses hard on the trigger. Seconds later the man fell to the ground and I saw his blood spraying in every direction from the bullet-hole in his head. Now I had to leave my post to collect the body. I stood up and packed my sniper in its case and slung it effortlessly over my shoulder. Then I picked up my other heavy bag and began to walk down from the roof of the building I had been on.
After a long walk down the twelve stories of the tall building, I reached the dead man. He looked worse than he did on the roof. His head was shot open, with a huge wound above his right ear. I put my things down and knelt beside him. He wasn’t dead yet and I knew it. To kill a skilled vampire like this bastard, you have to wound it so it can barley move, and then drive a metal steak through its still heart. It was dirty work, but someone's gotta do it. And I'm the only one who knows how because I'm a vampire too. Lets get back to the dead guy. I nudged it around so it was face up. I'm not even gonna back at its face. I know its not peaceful, for a vampire is a dammed soul that neither goes to heaven nor hell. to be honest, I don't know where we'll end up, but i do know its not either of those places, we deserve a worse punishment for what we are. I rummaged through my bag and pulled out a sleek metal steak. I shoved it through his heart without a second thought. Now he was officially DEAD. The as quickly as i could, i picked it up and threw the body in the back of my truck bed nearby. I covered the top of the truck bed with a tarp to keep it from prying eyes. I threw my stuff in the passengers seat and speed off into the black truck towards HQ.
 

CH:2 : Marlene
Shortly after midnight, it began to rain. I felt like it was trying to drown me in my agony. Walking down the dark street lit with lamps at midnight only added to my loneliness and pain. Once i couldn't take it anymore, and i was soaked to the bone, i found a wooden park bench nearby and sat there. I pulled up my knees and cried. The painful things my father did to me just wouldn't leave my mind. Before mom died, she always told me, "Marlene, all hard times will get better if you believe." Some lie that was! It has been three years since she died and things only got worst, especially with dad. After she died, he began to drink. And the more he drank, the more violent he got. At that thought, I reached up and touched my bruised cheek. I closed my eyes and let more tears seep out in a never-ending flood.
About and hour later of constant rain, i looked up to the low rumble of a black truck. It slowly made way down the wet road. The engine sputtered and broke down. I should run, but my curiosity kept me there.
The driver kept trying to restart the truck, but his many attempts fails, so he got out of the truck . I tensed. Would the see me? Should i run? Maybe he won't notice me, i thought, yea, its way to dark. I guess ill watch and see what happens.
It was hard to tell what the driver looked like, but i was sure it was a man. by my guess probably about a head taller than me. He walked up to the front and popped the hood to look at the engine. Then something caught my eye. A tarp was hanging off the side of the truck in the back. I wonder what’s there? I want to get a closer look. I slowly creped off the bench and into the bushes behind me. i know i shouldn't do it, but my curiosity always gets me.
While the guy was still checking the engine, i crept closer as quietly as i could though the wet bushes. I noticed the driver got quiet. I also noticed something else. It was sticking out of the tarp. Oh...OH GOD! ITS A FOOT! is the person dead!! I clamped my hands over my mouth and my eyes stretched wide with horror. I had to leave NOW. I'll go to the police, that’s it! i got up and ran away as fast as my legs can take me, only that didn't last long. I was stopped. I didn't look to see where i was going so i slammed into something and someone grabbed my arm. I tried to pull away, but the person was to strong. Without anymore hesitation, i whipped around and aimed a kick at his groin. Before my foot made contact, I screamed. His eyes where GLOWING! like and ultraviolet color. he then took his chance, he picked me up and threw me over his shoulder
"Shut up or you'll find yourself in a bigger problem than you're in now" he hissed in my ear. His voice was low, quiet, and deep.
I stopped screaming and he reached to open the passenger door. Is he kidnapping me?! Before I could open my mouth, he set me down, then he shut my door and climbed into the driver side.
My mind was reeling, irrational thoughts and questions ran through my mind faster than I thought they could. I felt my palms getting all sweaty.
"A-are u gonnna kill me?" I asked. As soon as I said it, I regretted it. I didn't want to know now.
"No, its not necessary." He said calmly with his eyes still on the road.
That kind of thing should reassure someone, but it only made my fear increase. My eyelids got heavier, NO!!! I can't sleep like this; it'll only make me more vulnerable. NO....no more than a moment later i fell into a deep sleep.

CHAPER 3: VAITH
i took my eyes off the road for as long as i could to study this melancholy girl. It was too dark for a normal person to see well, but for me it just as easy to see in the dark as it was in broad daylight.
She was huddled next to the door. Her hair was light blonde with a rather strange hint of silver. It was tangled and it clung to her round, light toned face. She was covered in dirt and water. Her jeans were ripped, revealing a long gash. I also noticed a dark bruise on her face. She was beautiful, but broken.
With my eyes back on the road, I decided to ditch the body at HQ. and head straight home and take the girl.
Once at HQ, I told them the where the body was and all they had to do was haul it out. After the body was gone, I headed to my house in the quiet town of Pevely.
I pulled up to a three bedroom house and a sad, unkempt garden lining the sidewalk. I turned off the engine. The girl stayed asleep this whole, probably exhaustion. I climbed out of my truck and walked to the passenger's side. I opened the door slowly and caught her before she fell out. She was extremely light and seemed smaller up close.

As soon as i was inside, I set her down in my sister's bed. ( she moved out a long time ago) i guess ill let her stay.
CH: 4 Marlene
i woke up in a small bed in a room with pink and lace everywhere. Where am i? Then everything that happened last night came back in a rush. OH! Where's the man who kidnapped me!? Did he just let me go? No, I would either be home or on the streets.
A small knock came from my door. Without waiting for an answer, the door quietly opened. I wasn’t prepared for what walked through. I gasped. In front of me stood a man not much older than me, but defiantly taller. He had a strong figure, but he wasn't bulky. His shaggy light blonde hair hung down to his eyebrows. What really caught my attention was his beautiful eyes. I realized they were the same ultraviolet eyes. So he’s the one who took me... And i never could forget those eyes. They look as if they had seen thing people should never see, pure sadness.
"There's food in the kitchen." he said then he gracefully walked out.
Was that ALL he could say after what he put me through!
"wait" I called. Why the hell did I say that! "please" I whispered.
A few moments later, he reappeared in front of the doorway. He didn't say a word.
I was stunned , his beauty moved me. It didn't seem human to be that perfect. I struggled for words. All that came out was "why"
His eyes softened and he took a seat on the edge of the bed.
"What is it you need to know?" he said in his gentle, low voice. I felt his eyes on me. I looked down as fast as I could to hide my glowing red cheeks.
"Look, there's a shower across the hall and some clothes in the dresser." I could feel his eyes still on me. "Yeah, my sister is about your size." at that, my head shot up. What kind of kidnapper is this nice to his victims?! He must have saw my panic. He smiled at me. Absolute zero smile. "You come out whenever you're ready and I'll tell you as much as I can. Okay? I'm sure you're very confused, but don't worry, I, nor anyone else, shall harm you."
With that, he got up and left the room. I wanted answers now, but I couldn’t find the words to ask them. I was too exhausted to bear much else. I collapsed on the comfortable bed and let my mind wander into endless bliss.
Blood ran everywhere, the walls dripped the gruesome red. All was dark and yet I knew this. Then i murderous scream pierced the darkness like a spear of horror. My ears strained to find the direction it came from, but it was silenced as soon as it had started. I soon realized my eyes where closed; I wrenched them open and found myself in that same, lacey room. all worry vanished. It was just a dream. I forced myself up. I slowly made my way over to the oak armoire. I opened the first drawer with a loud creak and picked out a change of clothes. I opened the door to my left cautiously, and made my way to the bathroom for a shower.
 

CH: 5
Vaith
i heard the screaming'; there was absolutely no doubt in my mind that it was her. I glanced at the kitchen clock mounted on the white tiled wall. I was 3 AM and yet i felt no weariness. It would be about three more days before i felt it. A vampire can go days without sleep.
An earsplitting beeping noise echoed from my room; and not moments after, a startled cry sounded from the hall bathroom. I calmly got up from the dinning table and walked to my room. I picked up my cell phone from the cherry wood dresser and flipped it open to answer the call.
"Vaith, VAITH!!! Thank god, I haven’t heard from you since last night'; i figured something went wrong!." Reno exclaimed
"hmm....I had a slight problem," I murmured almost to myself.
"Whatdoya mean?! Technical, moral,? I told you that control panel hotwired to your motorcycle was a bad idea..! You know, I been thinking...."
"Reno," I said calmly.
"Or maybe we should recruit some other people like you too. I mean, there's bound to be some vampires like you who are willing too,"
"RENO!" I yelled.
"....Did i say to much?.." he said quietly. Reno's mouth had a tendency to overrun his brain. "Vaith?"
I hung up the phone and turned around. There stood the girl, open-mouthed with a scared look on her face.
"I-I want to go home." She stammered. She sounded extremely terrified
I took a couple steps closer to her. Her eyes went wide and she shrunk back..
"how long were you standing there?" I asked calmly.
She avoided my question and looked at me "WHAT ARE YOU?!" she shrieked
I looked up at the ceiling.
"I'm not so sure you would want to know." i said quietly. I cold barley hide the pain in my voice. After a long moment, I looked back at her. Tears flooded her eyes.
"WHY AM I HERE!!" She suddenly screamed at me.
"You saw something that I can't let you get away with seeing unless I cant trust you." I replied.
Next thing I knew, she was on the ground sobbing. I knew of absolutely no way to comfort her, for i was never given any when i was young. Then i experienced something I've never felt before, for some reason I felt the need to hold this girl and protect her from the sadness that surrounded her. So that's what i did. I couldn't control it; it was like and impulse. I surprised me to touch a human in a gentle way such as this. I wrapped my arms around her and she stiffened for a moment. Then she leaned her head against my shoulder and her body shook with every sob. I got the feeling that she wasn't just crying because of the situation she was in, but for everything. It only made me hold on tighter.
After what seemed like hours, she lifted her head and looked straight at me. I let my arms fall to my sides.
"Why do you care?" she asked softly. The words shot through me like a lightning bolt. I realized that i had absolutely NO idea. I fought to keep my face calm. I immediately said "What is your name me` pe`che`?" I fixed my eyes on her and tried as hard as i could to make her forget the previous question.
" My name," she said, "is Marlene, Marlene Belacquea"
"That's quite an unusual name." I said.
"So is Vaith," she hissed at me, suddenly annoyed.
"Hmm, so it seems" I replied.

CH:6 Marlene

Why am I not afraid or repulsed to have him touch me. I should be terrified but I still remain untouched by fear. I felt as if I was opening my heart to a best friend instead of a complete stranger. And now I even told him my name. I don’t know what to do any more, so laid my head on his chest and drifted into a dreamless sleep.

I woke up once more in that same lacey room. I can’t say im surprised of course this whole thing wasn’t a dream. It was all to real. And I was now ready to ask questions, I rushed into the kitchen and franticly searched for Vaith. I couldn’t find him though.

A low grumbling sound erupted in my stomach. I hadn’t eaten for god knows how long and the emptiness clawed at me. He said there was food in the kitchen, but it just didn’t seem right to go through someone else’s things. I plopped down on the dinning chair and occupied myself with the hem of an over-sized black T-shirt I had found in the dresser and waited for my so-called “kidnapper” to come.
In what seemed like less than a minute, the front door opened. I tensed, waiting for some kind of kidnapping accomplice to come for me. I let out a relived sigh when Vaith walked in. It seemed strange to be relived by the presence of my kidnapper, but for some reason, he made me feel safe.

“Hope you like Chinese.” He said with a smirk.

I nodded quickly and, much to my embarrassment, my stomach loudly agreed. I blushed and looked at the floor to avoid his piercing gaze. He chuckled and laid a box of food in front of me.

He sat down across from me, propped his foot up on the table and ate his little box of rice. I quietly opened mine and took out it’s contents, chicken, rice, and ramen. I slowly ate and stared at the table. After a while the silence was just too much to bear. I looked up from the table and stole a glance at him. He was still eating he rice just staring at the ceiling with an unreadable expression on his face. I searched for some way to break the silence.

“V-Vaith” I said hesitantly.

He paused and slowly turned his gaze toward me. I took all the will power I had not to flinch away from the violet eyes.

“I thought vampires didn’t eat people food” I said stupidly. I kicked myself mentally for saying such a stupid thing.

A soft, melodic chuckle echoed from his throat. “O? Bedtime stories aren’t really all that their cracked up to be.” He said between laughs.

Quick as lightning, his mood changed and his face donned a serious expression. He started intently at me once more.

“Life is fickle and cruel, Marlene, your so-called ‘bedtime stories’ and fiction books are just bended reality originated from the truth.”

At that, he stood up and stalked off to his bedroom. His reaction shocked me. I couldn’t do much more other than just sit there and ponder over the actual meaning of what he had just said. Does that mean every book or bedtime story is true?! The possibility was so unlikely that it was unthinkable! But to Vaith, it seemed unshakably true. Is my kidnapper some escaped mental patient?! Is he just messing with my dead so ill get comfortable enough to where he can kill me at will?! Just the thought of it scared the hell outta me. There really is NOTHING I can do about it though. If I tried to escape, he would hear me. And, even if I did escape, where would I go? Last night I ran away from home with no plan of going back. I’d be in worse shape than I am now if I went back.

I reached up and touched me cheek, a moan of pain escaped my lips when my fingers put pressure on it. I jerked my hand back and stared at my hand. Thick red blood dripped from my fingertips and a searing pain attacked my cheek, the world careened and my weary mind faded into the abyss.
 

Chapter 7: Vaith

I cursed myself for letting so much of my emotion show in front of that human. Its not particularly in my greatest interest to be rendered that vulnerable by some mere comment a human made. My expression softened. What I’m doing is cruel. To teat a woman as vulnerable and scared as her with rude remarks and an arrogant attitude. There was no reason to do that. I guess with all my dealings with humans, its only just been killing ands trading. I’ve never truly learned how to interact with them. Wight that I got up and made my way back to the kitchen to “apologize” for the first time.